Today the sun was observable as a deep glowing orange above the horizon, and the day was golden against a clear blue sky. It was so beautiful, but I looked to my left and right, and there was no one to share it with.
It is times like these when I wish to find you and take you away from all the bad things in the world. Like when you pull a dandelion from the rest of the weeds and put it behind your ear because you realize it is actually a stunning little flower. There should always be a place and a time to let go and bask in what is truly beautiful and worth living for. Those are the moments I’ve always wanted to share with you and no one else, because maybe, even if you can’t see what I see, only you could still feel what I feel.
Life is very short and because it is, I cannot be the same person I was 5 years ago, or 5 minutes ago. Moving on is what I am doing every second of my life because I follow time. These moments where time stops are the precious gifts we discover, that allow us to make connections with the people we find, who help give our lives meaning. I didn’t make a mistake and I still believe that the journey is worth every heartwarming smile and every tear that voluntary trickled down into your palm for safe keeping.
I took NyQuil so I’m too tired to conclude. I don’t want to force any more endings in my life, so this shall be left conclusion-less, like me.